Bit of a slow start

Hmmm...not done very well so far, mostly because I'm not in my room at the moment so don't have constant access to the net. I'm in the computer room at the moment, which seems like a funny place to be praying, because of other people about, but that's just me being silly. I had such a good time in Skegness. Thank you for what I learnt and how I grew. Thank you for the thoughtful times and the silly times, the fun times and the serious times. Thank you for the new friendships I made, and for the old ones that were deepened. Thank you so much for what you're doing in R, I'm very excited about that. Show us how to love him, teach him and serve him. Please give me & M wisdom. The idea of marriage excites me and scares me at the same time. I don't want to spend all my time obsessing about it, but I don't want to stick my head in the sand and not even think about it. The thing is, I don't think I know how to find the right balance. Would you give us wisdom about it. Help us know when to talk about it, and what kind of thing we should be talking about. I want us to enjoy our relationship now, but still be considering our future. And God, if it's not the right thing, please don't make it too painful. I love him, and I'm gonna keep loving him no matter what, but if this isn't right, help us to find that out sooner rather than later, and help us to keep loving each other whatever the outcome.

Please help me to get work done. I wanna enjoy my work. And God, I wanna bless you. I want you to use me for Your glory. Help me to hear you, to listen to your spirit. Use me however you want to, for the glory of your name.